Saturday, August 22, 2009

and here i am
alone
standing by the window
wacthing the glittering stars of the night
without you by my side

Only God knows
how much i long for you
but the situation
doesnt seem to permit me to confess my feelings to you
its not that you would care either
who am i for u to be concern about
you just dont deserve me


sometimes
deep in my heart
i just wish
that im someone different from what i have been
ive always been thinking about this: "what if ive been more cheerful and interesting"
things would be very different
i would lead a less depressing life
i would have more friends
and i would express my feelings and desires more freely
i would become a talented person
not a shy and helpless one



sometimes u would be seen in my dreams
smiling at me
and look at me with those caring eyes
but i realise that those are actually..only dreams
that appears in my lonely nights


now that the time has passed
im left with nothing but fragments of memories of u
hope that those fragments
wouldnt dissolve in the pool of tears

so here i am
watching you from afar
sending you off
with tears in my eyes


S000eN uoopll alwaoooys boooe thooe speooociaoool oooneooo i000ne moooy heart0000

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