Wednesday, December 31, 2008

hi all

Labels: fly me up to where you are..

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Perasaan yang membuku di hati
amat sukar untuk diluahkan
Sampai bila ia akan terlahir
Mungkinkah dengan hanya sekadar tulisan
Ataupun melalui irama lagu yang dialunkan
Aku semakin keliruperasaanku terperosok jauh kedalam hati seperti dalamnya sebuah perigi buta
Tiada kesudahannya
Aku seperti mentari diwaktu gerhana menimpa bumi
Kewujudanku terasa tiada gunanya
Diriku tenggelam di dalam kegelapan yang disangka malam
Pada waktu itulah aku meneliti diriku
Betapa hati ini membenci diri sendiriApakah sebabnya, entahlah
Mungkin kerana diri ini kurang mensyukurirezeki yang telah diberikan ilahi
Terlalu ingin dipujitatkala diri ini tidak layak menrima pujian
Terlalu ingin disanjungi
Tatkala diri in tidak layak menerima sanjungan
Ku terus menangis
Kesunyian menyelimutiku
Nafasku sesak diringi kegelapan malam
kurasakan seakan nyawa akan melayang
Tetapi ternyata nadiku masih bergarak
Menandakan peluang yang masih ada
Untuk mencintai diriku

Labels: setsubou

Thursday, December 25, 2008

just now went to proficient, went out around 11.15, but while i was on my way there in the mrt
BAM!! suddenly i received an sms. It was Fathin. and she asked us not to go out early. and the time was changed to 2.30!!!and i was like,..HAIZZ KENAPELAH AKU GATAL SANGAT KELUAR AWAL2 HUH???!! ehehe...well..but that anger and diappointment didnt last. I was relieved i brought a book with me, an interesting one (THANK GOD) to keep me company while waiting for my beloved and cute friends, as well as my forever late ustaz to come...ehehehe

when i arrived at proficient i was lucky once again to have found out that ustaz hassan was there..he had some classes to teach, so he couldnt spend time chit chatting with me :) well, ustaz as sweet as always apologized to me that he had to continue his lessons and leave me all by myself. So there i was, reading a book then went down to buy iced milo, go up read the book, go down again to solat and buy some lunch, and went up again to eat lunch in class. well actually idid went down again, to take plastic forks and spoon..again HOW FORGETFUL !! nampaknye kene makan halal foods booster nih :)

so my cute frens fathin, farahin , atiqah and marizzah came around 3 something...and they looked soo cheerful as always..we talked about books sch etc. ustaz hamzah BELUM datang2 jugak by then, so we waited again.

akhirnya ustaz datang jugak it was nearly 4 o'clock or 4 sumthin,,which i coundt remember the exact time..eehehe...forgetful woman :) and he belanja us makan and minum rasa keisnalah gaknye tuh..ehehe and we talked about part time jobs. marizzah found a job in guardian , farahin did seome tutoring whereas atiqah, fahin and me havent found any suitable jobs haizz...

so i made one bold (bold? 2 me uh) movement just now...i went to long john silvers near my house (tiong bahruplaza branch..ok not near to u but near to me hahax) and applied a position there...well,,skali balik kene mara dgn mak bapak sey!! my mum said: kau nih! dgn keadaan kau mcm gini pun kau nak cari kerja macam gitu? org dgr org ketawakan lah! kau tuh adik sape?? and i answered silently..why must it be like that?? haizz....parents are hard to be understood these days...:(

so thats all folks..wanna sleep...besok wanna sleep again too...and there u goo..sleep sleep and sleep till u got panda eyes!!

Labels: itoshi hito klaha sama..... :)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Can you find the man within 3 seconds?





According to medical experiments: If you can find the Man's Head within 3 seconds, your right brain is more developed than normal people. If you can find the Man's Head within 1 minute, your right brain is developed normally. If you can find the Man's Head within 1-3 minutes, your right brain is slow in reacting, you should eat more meat protein. If you can find the Man's Head in 3 minutes or more, your right brain is a disaster... extremely slow in reacting, the only suggestion is please watch cartoons to help normally develop your right brain.





AND YES THERE REALLY IS A MAN IN THERE








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about the "according o medical experiments" thingie i'm njt sure of its ture..so dun blame me if it turns out to be false kay...:)

A man was driving home one evening and realized that it was his daughter's birthday and he hadn't bought her a present.He drove to the mall and ran to the toy store and he asked the store manager,
"How much is that new Barbie in the window?
"The Manager replied,
"Which one? We have'Barbie goes to the gym' for $19.95,
'Barbie goes to the Ball' for $19.95,
'Barbie goes shopping' for $19.95,'
Barbie goes to the beach' for $19.95,
'Barbie goes to the Nightclub' for $19.95
and'Divorced Barbie' for $375.00"

"Why is the Divorced Barbie $375.00 when all the others are $19.95?, the father asked.The store manager replied: "Divorced Barbie comes with Ken's car, Ken's house, Ken's boat, Ken's dog, Ken's cat, Ken's furniture and all of Ken's savings."

Mmm...Barbie Isn't That Stupid After All..

actually i;ve come across this term for quite some time now...cuma blom ade mood nak blog and share it with all of you, its just kind of genre that somehow doesnt go with the mainstream music genre..well...most people like either boypop or hard rock songs..but this kind of genre is a wee bit diffrent. As the name suggests, it was originated in Japan, and it is called visual due to its shocking appearance of its band groups...and most of them will cross dress, not because they are gay but its just the culture of visual kei...and their music ranges from pop to neo classical metal, whch is metal fused with classical music...ehehe...i dunno why.. while maybe most of u might feel a lil bit strange about this....and twill thing this is wierd...i found them quite unique. And plss...dun relate this to marilyn manson....both of them are diffrent from each other..although both wear shocking makeups.. visual kei band's music are mushc more friendlier and not as malicious and gotry as marilyn manson's..ehehe

heres a wikipedia article about visual kei :)


Stylistic origins:
-rock, Glam rock, Punk
Cultural origins
Japan
Typical instruments
Guitar, bass, drums, keyboards
Mainstream popularity
Mostly within Japanese independent scene; some followings across the globe
Subgenres
Angura kei, Ero guro, Nagoya kei, Oshare kei, Kote kei, Koteosa kei
Other topics
List of visual kei artistsJapanese popular culture • Gothic Lolita
Visual Kei (ヴィジュアル系, bijuaru kei?) refers to a movement among Japanese musicians,[1][2] that is characterized by the use of eccentric, sometimes flamboyant looks. This usually involves striking make-up, unusual hair styles and elaborate costumes, often, but not always, coupled with androgynous aesthetics.[3][4] Some sources state that Visual Kei refers to a music genre, or to a sub-genre of J-rock (a term referring to Japanese rock in general [5][6]), with its own particular sound, related to glam-rock, punk and metal. [7] [8] [9] [10] However most insider sources state that Visual Kei's unique clothing and make-up fashions, and participation in the related sub-culture, is equally as important as the sound of the music itself in the use of the term as while similarities can be drawn between some bands; most are from widely different genres including but not limited to Pop, heavy metal, power metal, classical, rap and electronic [11] [12] [13]
Contents[hide]
1 History
2 Popularity
3 See also
4 References
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[edit] History

Malice Mizer, an example of visual kei during the 1990s.
Visual Kei emerged in the late 1980s, pioneered by the band X Japan. [3], along with others such as D'erlanger and Color, who are regarded as influencing the fashion and music associated with Visual Kei bands.[14] X Japan's drummer Yoshiki Hayashi used the term to describe the band's slogan "Psychedelic Violence Crime of Visual Shock".
Color vocalist "Dynamite Tommy" formed his record company Free-Will in 1986, which has been a major contributor in spreading modern Visual Kei outside Japan.[14]
In 1992, X Japan launched an attempt to enter the European and American markets, but it would take another 8 years until popularity and awareness of Visual Kei bands would extend worldwide. [4]
In the mid 1990s, Visual Kei received an increase in popularity throughout Japan, when album sales from Visual Kei bands started to reach record numbers. The most notable bands to achieve success during this period included, X Japan, Glay, Luna Sea, and L'Arc-en-Ciel, however a drastic change in their appearance accompanied their success.[14]
During the same period, bands such as Kuroyume, Malice Mizer, and Penicillin, gained mainstream awareness, although they were not as commercially successful.[14]
By 1999, mainstream popularity in Visual Kei was declining, X Japan had disbanded, and the death of lead guitarist Hideto Matsumoto in 1998 had denied fans a possible reunion. It was not long before Luna Sea decided to disband in the year 2000, and L'Arc-en-Ciel went on a hiatus the same year.[14]
In 2007 the genre has been revitalized, as Luna Sea performed a one-off performance, and X Japan reunited for a new single and a world tour. With these developments, Visual Kei bands enjoyed a boost in public awareness, described by the media as "Neo-Visual Kei". [15].[14]

[edit] Popularity
Visual Kei has enjoyed popularity among independent underground projects, as well as artists achieving mainstream success, with influences from Western phenomena, such as glam, goth and cyberpunk.[4][16] The music performed encompasses a large variety of genres, i.e. pop, punk, heavy metal and electronica.[1][4] Magazines published regularly in Japan with Visual Kei coverage are Arena 37°C, Fool's Mate and Shoxx. Noted bands who at least at some point sported a Visual Kei theme include Dir en grey,[2] Luna Sea[17] and Malice Mizer.[18]
Popularity and awareness of such groups outside of Japan has seen an increase in recent years.[19] While the successful X Japan launched an attempt to enter the international market as early as 1992,[20] it would still take another decade until live concerts and regular domestic releases by Visual Kei themed bands in Europe and North America came to pass

btw..lepas baca nih..jgn pulak kata kite nak kahwin dgn org pelik pulak...cuma just wanna share with u all what i;ve found when i was happiliy browsing the webspace.