Friday, November 20, 2009

sometimes i just do not know who to trust, and depend on
people are just so hyprocritical these days

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

nobody is perfect in this world

when you meet someone with a good character, PERCEIVED to be nice, soft spoken etc, u expect her to treat u the same way as she treats other people around her, or at least have some respect towards you, instead she treated you otherwise, ignoring you without any specific reason , and only will talk to you when shes in a good mood etc. (People might argue that she might have mood swings..but if she have mood swings, she wouldnt just ignore you ALONE, you see). You felt that all you wanted is to just tell everybody that she is a FAKE that she just doesnt deserve to be treated like a princess. But what to do, everyone loves her and wouldnt beleive what you have just said, or will say.

when you meet someone with a good strenghold of religion(not sure if theres such thhing as strengthold, but WHATEVER) and is very pious, but she is just so critical and will just find fault in what or EVERYTHING u say and do, you would think that she is just crazy and would want to just tell her that she herself is a human and she herslef make mistakes(in case she doesnt know)but if she thinks that she isnt one then go live in other planet and try to live by herself.

and ...

When you just met someone so nice, someone you think would be a very good friend to you, but she is just too bubbly to the point of irritance and sometimes, arrogance, such that she will coninue to talk and talk and talk and will never let anybbody else to talk..you would just think that stuffing her mouth with 100 pieces of cotton would be a great idea, and if she refuses to stay quiet, you would go and tell her that the world isnt just to be filled with he OPINIONS ALONE AND SHE BETTER ACT WELL BEFORE YOU BURST UP!!!

"nobosy is perfect in this world.." yeah, you would say that STUPID phrase everytime when someone goody2 is making a mistake. But yeah, if the mistakes are repeated i dunt think that those are just plain"mistakes" and "slips" anymore, they just need to be corrected.

FAKERS!!!
thats the only word that describes them. especially the first one
i wouldnt know how YOU would feel if u are encountered with these three friends, or rather these three situations.
But what i know is that i have gone through ALL of them
and the only word that could desribe how i feel all these years is that "disappointment".
Thats the only word

why must i be treated this way?
this is so bad.
i am feeling sad right now.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

lifes never easy for eveyone
so never expect it to be easy on you
remember
you are part of the "everyone"
you are part of them

Monday, November 9, 2009

sometimes i think that my life is a story full of sadness
this fact has been haunting me for few years now
when will it end?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

i wanna lose weight
but my appetite told me not to do so
it keeps telling me to eat a lot
omg..
pls help me
i want to be as thin as before..
u know...65 kg
that was the most happiest phase of my life
or the most glamourous..if u may...hehe
i feel that i can wear the most sexiest clothes in the world(exxageration much! hehe)
but yeah, i really want to lose weight
sometimes
i really hope that i can be donor and someone could be a recepient so that i could donate all my unwanted and dangerous fats to him/her..
jadilah korang gemuk gedempol!!! haha
and aku jadi kurus! nyehehehehe

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