Monday, January 4, 2010
bitter sweet memories left uncoveredpiercing through my fragile heart
leaving deep pains
and scars
that ironically i enjoy bearing it
deep inside my heart
ive been longing to live my lifelong dreams
of being his lawful wife
being loved by him
being missed by him
being touched by him lovingly
having the chance to sleep in his arms
and nurse him when hes in pain
oh Allah
please protect him
wherever he is
please make him your loyal servant
for he is not bad as most people perceive him to be
he is just astray, just as most of young man nowadays would be
oh Allah
forgive me for saying these things
i am not but a human
not a flawless angel
i have not one but a million desires
and one of those desires is to be with the one i love the most
how long will this love prevail
only time will tell
but whats for sure
is that this love will not easily end
Labels: your happiness is my happiness
smse89 posted at
12:48 AM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2009 sudah berlalu, oh nope, 3 tahun sudah berlalu,namun kenangan mu semakin tersemat dalam ingatan
ya allah kuatkanlah aku dalam menempuhi perjalananku ini
dan redhakanlah hatiku untuk menerima kenyataan bahawa dia tidak akan menjadi milikku
smse89 posted at
5:34 PM