Sunday, September 6, 2009

ive been missing him lately. whats wrong with me? forget him, will you?

cleaned up my room just now..ive been keeping those memroable books of my secondary school years and of course my pre u years..sighs..those were the times when i was the happiest...lesser things to take care and be worried about, and everyone seemed to enjoy themselves. These wrere the times when first crushes ( or may is ay forst loves? hehe) happenned. I miss those times.

but when i see my precious schyool belongings beeing thrown away, i couldnt do anything but hope that all those memories would remain in my heart, forever. But i think i shosuldnt worry about it too much , no matter how many years have passed, these memories still linger in my head.

cos u are my
forever love
nothing in this world
could ever replace you

and i beleive that
with gods will
you will be fine
wherever you are

ur name will always be
in my prayers
just to let you know
even u dont believe so


im willing to shed bloody tears
to be with you
but reality strikes
that could only be my dreams

Friday, September 4, 2009

ya allaH berkanlah aku petunjuk dan kekuatan untuk mengharungi cobaan2 ini ya alah,..sesungguhnya engkaulah yang maha kuasa atas segala2nya di dunia ini

Thursday, September 3, 2009

jauh di sudut hati
aku menmendamkan segunung harapan
untuk menggapai tanganmu
dengan cintaku
walaupun itu mungkin
hanya harapan palsu

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ku tidak mengetahui sampai bila ia akan berakhir


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senyumanmu masih terlekap di ingatanku
semakin hari
semakin menusuk ke dalam hatiku



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aku masih mencintaimu
walaupun dirimu
tidak pernah menyedarinya